Wednesday, December 29, 2010

the inner life.

i found a web page in chinese. pastor grace (江秀琴牧师)teach about the inner life. a life that a christian should have.

God blow into us his behavior. His behavior of desiring to love and be love.

I am so thirsty inside me. the desire of wanting something to be filled in me. anything that i do in my mind not my heart. with my mind, its like dragging my heavy body. Why?

I wonder. i watch movie. i sleep. i serve. but still....

why? what's missing?

there is only one answer. God's love.

i desire his love but my mind is too stubborn. i want to stay in him more, but my mind is looking, finding from the world.

STUBBORN mind!

now, i m tired. tired and need rest.
fluffy bed and red wine?

nope. Rest in the Lord's presence. Go and find him for love. He is my only satisfaction. Only him can bring me to a spacious place, lying on green grass beside the flowing water.
Only Him and no other.

He's the God with fire of love surround him.