settle down

Hahaha... sometimes i really could laugh at myself. think too much. experiencing changes here. hhaah...
the music coarse thingy is just a confusion. this teach me a lesson : be firm on what you decide and be positive.

all friends, thanks for your prayers. ^^

now i got to settle down. put some weight in things i doing. you see, i have a bad habit. i don want to be serious in things so that i ll not be thinking of it from time to time. but actually, i think its laziness. too lazy to care so much it became a habit unawareness in things happening, forgetful. knowledge learned can't stay long enough.

really need to learn to be awake.


now friends, for you that don't know yet, i m now a student at UNIMAS on Cinematography. since i m on it, hope that i can overcome it. lots of new knowledge got to download to my mind. pray for me that i could save it well in my mind and the initiative to do homework and research.

any movies that you think its recommendable for me to watch or learn from, the door in open.

as for me spiritually, also settling down. i m renewed again. giving up. breaking down. learning to be a meek. humble and surrendering to God- the forever caring, forever watching, forever guiding, forever available-.

pray for me that i could be consistently walking in the spirit although i m studying. need to be fire up with the Holy spirit. XD exciting about Him always. in love with Him forever.

in the days of weary
tilt up your head to the blue sky
gaze upon the starry night

don worry
god is still there

in the days of frustration
let your feet buried in the cold sand
your body surrounded in summer winds

close your eyes
you are alive

breathe and live
sing and pray
be in love with your God

in light

the glow of mother nature could never be covered up by the consistent sparks of Edison's creation.

the full moon tonight is glowing to its fullness. the white madame postured gracefully in front of her dark glass window with thousands of shimmering fireflies steadied the bushes hided in darkness behind.

its beautiful.


now, i m a dark searching for light. i almost found it. almost. there is a slight gap for light to show itself. but then, its only for awhile.

i m finding a way to be steady under the massive ray of brightness or even letting it overwhelm me.
i m still finding.

any advice?
which turn should i take? which road should i go?
could you guide me? could you lead me to the promised land?

my Lord, where is my destination?
Cinema or music?
which is yours?


pray for me friends. i have to much coincidence for me to change my programme to Music. but still i need prayer. if its meant to be, then let my application be approved. if not, i ll just stick to what i have.

please pray. thank you to all. ^^