rock climbing 16/2/11

I'm entering Squash club for my 2nd year in Unimas. But this week, we also do rock climbing.

in the pic is my president on top.

my advise. you need good arm strength for rock climbing.

eventually i don't have any yet, so i only make through 3 squares. heheh...

I thank God for the opportunity for letting me experience it. =)

I'm interested on giving it a try for some time already. It looks exciting.

and now i can say, IT IS!!

a journey to God : 10 prayers by Mick Bickle

Mick Bickle

I found a new website to strengthen our inner man.

its a website by Mick Bickle.

Prayers to strengthen out inner

its a very good sermon and teaching for us to follow.

a journey to God : proclamation

proclamation to my soul, to the devil, to the 4th dimension that I, Lydia Lau Lee Yee, is chopped and signed belong to God.

XD

to proclaim it, i put it as my desktop picture. hahaha...

Mark 12:30-31 (New International Version, ©2010)

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.”

a journey to God : unsatisfied

Happy chinese new year~~

May everyone have a prosperous year with God's goodness all year.

Something i'm not satisfied with my life. I'm a christian. I've been knowing sermons since young, but still struggle, or not even bother, to deal with my life, doing what God likes.

I'm now still a long way to reach the goal that God have given to us.

I'm not satisfied on how i speak, i act, i think.

You may think I'm a perfect girl. but, dear, you are wrong. I'm just a normal girl with habits that need to deal with. a girl with attitude that need to be changed.

I can be emotional until i don't think when i act and end up hurting people with my actions and word. I' m sorry.

“我们必需先在乎我们的神，然后 我们才有办法跟人的人际关系是好的， 是对的。” 江秀琴牧师

this is from Jiang mushi's sermon. I'm alerted.

my relationship handling is an issue. sometimes big. sometimes small.

And i found out something.

when i'm not doing my devotion in the morning,

when i'm not seeking my heavenly father's guidance,

when i'm busy shopping,

when i'm doing my shooting project,

when I'm stress with how could i arrange all my to-do lists on all my assignment,

when I'm not having God in every part of my life,

you'll see me in a bad mood,

you'll see me lifeless,

you'll see me acting very annoyingly,

you'll hear me saying thinks that will hurt,

you'll think again who is this that you are talking with.

when it IS that time, i BEG for you to ask me, 'Lydia, when is the last time you seek the Lord?'

Please remind me, please...

I need your help. I'm not that strong as I seems. I'm not that perfect as i am.

I'm not.

the sermon from 江牧师 is very encouraging. Its always point out what is happening is our life, why are we like this, what is the thing behind that made it like that and how to deal with it.

I encourage you, my friend that read this to listen to her sermons to know more of yourself.

God bless you all.. =) I'll be updating on my journey. my training

the inner life.

i found a web page in chinese. pastor grace (江秀琴牧师）teach about the inner life. a life that a christian should have.

God blow into us his behavior. His behavior of desiring to love and be love.

I am so thirsty inside me. the desire of wanting something to be filled in me. anything that i do in my mind not my heart. with my mind, its like dragging my heavy body. Why?

I wonder. i watch movie. i sleep. i serve. but still....

why? what's missing?

there is only one answer. God's love.

i desire his love but my mind is too stubborn. i want to stay in him more, but my mind is looking, finding from the world.

STUBBORN mind!

now, i m tired. tired and need rest.

fluffy bed and red wine?

nope. Rest in the Lord's presence. Go and find him for love. He is my only satisfaction. Only him can bring me to a spacious place, lying on green grass beside the flowing water.

Only Him and no other.

He's the God with fire of love surround him.

the music industry

Beaware of what you are hearing friends, be aware.

this is from Jeason's blog.

read it.

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost. 1915.