settle down

Hahaha... sometimes i really could laugh at myself. think too much. experiencing changes here. hhaah...
the music coarse thingy is just a confusion. this teach me a lesson : be firm on what you decide and be positive.

all friends, thanks for your prayers. ^^

now i got to settle down. put some weight in things i doing. you see, i have a bad habit. i don want to be serious in things so that i ll not be thinking of it from time to time. but actually, i think its laziness. too lazy to care so much it became a habit unawareness in things happening, forgetful. knowledge learned can't stay long enough.

really need to learn to be awake.


now friends, for you that don't know yet, i m now a student at UNIMAS on Cinematography. since i m on it, hope that i can overcome it. lots of new knowledge got to download to my mind. pray for me that i could save it well in my mind and the initiative to do homework and research.

any movies that you think its recommendable for me to watch or learn from, the door in open.

as for me spiritually, also settling down. i m renewed again. giving up. breaking down. learning to be a meek. humble and surrendering to God- the forever caring, forever watching, forever guiding, forever available-.

pray for me that i could be consistently walking in the spirit although i m studying. need to be fire up with the Holy spirit. XD exciting about Him always. in love with Him forever.

in the days of weary
tilt up your head to the blue sky
gaze upon the starry night

don worry
god is still there

in the days of frustration
let your feet buried in the cold sand
your body surrounded in summer winds

close your eyes
you are alive

breathe and live
sing and pray
be in love with your God

in light

the glow of mother nature could never be covered up by the consistent sparks of Edison's creation.

the full moon tonight is glowing to its fullness. the white madame postured gracefully in front of her dark glass window with thousands of shimmering fireflies steadied the bushes hided in darkness behind.

its beautiful.


now, i m a dark searching for light. i almost found it. almost. there is a slight gap for light to show itself. but then, its only for awhile.

i m finding a way to be steady under the massive ray of brightness or even letting it overwhelm me.
i m still finding.

any advice?
which turn should i take? which road should i go?
could you guide me? could you lead me to the promised land?

my Lord, where is my destination?
Cinema or music?
which is yours?


pray for me friends. i have to much coincidence for me to change my programme to Music. but still i need prayer. if its meant to be, then let my application be approved. if not, i ll just stick to what i have.

please pray. thank you to all. ^^

back and gone again

Wawa.. i m back at Kuching again. but this afternoon have a 2 pm flight to KL. hhahahah..... like a business man going to places this year. hehhe.. you can be at Sibu yesterday night, tonight in Kuching, tomorrow at KL. its quite fun actually, at least for me. for some, its really exausted. sometimes, yes. you ll get tired. but its temporary. So, have fun!! hahhah..

be happy at the moment you are in. what s the use of being unhappy and will not make the situation any better. be young and go positive.

someone said to me one day, "do something to make your day different"

so for you, what would you do?

for today, i ll be happy
for today, i ll be praising the Lord, singing halleluyah.
for today, i ll be dancing around with my soul
for today, i ll be also seeing a happy smile on your face

its a new day every morning you flip up your eyelids, breathe in the air and know that you are alive.

" I'm ALIVE! "
" Thank you, my heavenly father"

on this day, i ll be happy. because there are all kinds of possibilities you can have in one day.

^^

scenaries from Santubong

Santubong photo !!

we took photos with different catogories
these are some of them.. =)

the crime scene

the most happy kid

the sexy gal

the sweetest smile

creative group photo

the funniest pic

another crime scene

5pm

most relaxing?

5.45pm

relax...

home sweet home

reached Kuching at 8:20 am this morning after a 14 hour bus ride.

breathe in.. breathe out.. I'm home.

the familiar scene, familiar people, familiar smell..

its been a long time since my last trip home.
but only a short time here, 1o days. hehehe..

this year God bring me around Malaysia. you'll never expect the next place you'd be.
this morning I'm in Sibu, after a call, I'm in Miri at Night.

really hope to meet my friends this time. God bless you all.. ^^

passed by

gong gong went back to heaven
1:45 am stated on May23rd
ma ma's tear washed her face each time his memory appear
years and years together
bounds upon bounds that tied up between them

ma ma was angry with gong gong
angry that he left her
angry yet sad
too many feelings at a time

what to do?
time and life is in God's hand

he left as a sleep, i heard

he's been sick these few years
it just became worse this year

the news was sudden yet expected

tomorrow is the funeral service, 1 pm.