longing for... You

my hand i gave was placed on top yours
my heart i freed in exchanged for yours
my soul i surrender to let you lead the way
my spirit you revived to restore our relationship

and now... my whole is longing for you

your whisper

your presence

your come and go

your comfort

your hand

your shoulder

your hugs and kisses

the intimacy time to be with you

the every event that includeds you

the every words that you write

the every impresion you give

the every action that you make

i long for you... my loving father of heaven, the king of kings, the lord of lords, tho one and only God, Jehovah.

May your glory be known on earth, your holiness be shown to me, your wings be my hiding place, your strenght lift me up, your calmness let me be still and firm.in Jesus name i pray, Amen.

=)

back and away

my trip this year-nonstop excitement. XD
i m just back on 22 Jan, midnight and my room was

Wow!!

very messy (someone rearranged my thing for clean up), full of dust (no one has touch my stuffs for 1 month, especially my bed-i cant even use my fav blanket, hug my mushy pillow or sleep on it. hhaha..) and the air is damp (raining frequently before i m back). after i ve reach home with my tired body, i ended up talking with my parents till 1.30 am. hahha.. tell them somethings about my life in Melaka. Long time no chat with them le. =)

23 Jan. one day in kuching, but most of the time at home. i haven met my friends or even chat with my cousin, Ming about my life out. hehe.. at home online, listen to songs and getting my baggage ready for my next trip to Miri the next day. whew.. a lil busy. hahhah..

24 Jan. morning flight to Miri. 7 am departure time. i drive my parents with all our luggage at 6 am to check-in. drive home. 6.20 am my aunt sent my sis and me to the airport. reached at 6.30 am. met my parents with uncle ling xu and his family. go through the scanners. down the excavator. rush to gate 5. just in time for calling. It is the first time i didnt wait at the terminal for our flight. hahahah... in the ended it was a heart pumping, exciting morning. XD

so my trip.. one day here, somewhere else the next day. fun? Thrilled! i ll say.

and the most most fantastic thing is.......

it is just a small chapter of

an ever lasting

ADVENTURE

lay it down

a new call from god

have a pure clean heart
God loves these people
forget of all the plans that you wan
lay it down
God is going to going to use you as his instrument
pray for his kingdom and righteousness
the rest will be taken care
you will going to experience God in these 3 months
cherish every Harp and Bowl session
prepare yourself
what you think, the plans you have made
forget about it
lay it down

these are the message i got from my fellow classmate at Agape Center when they prophecy for me on Thursday, 15 Jan 09.

My Lord, thank you very much.
in the morning i just ask you what do you want to do with me, and you answer me in the afternoon. Now you tell me the first step. So i will follow this instruction whole heartedly until you give me the next step. thank you. Amen.

This week i learn to be a speaker preaching on stage. 讲道学. ^^
very much fun with pastor Eddie. He teach us that preaching is a way of communication, giving information of the bible to all fellow church member. he taught us all the art, the style, the technique to give a sermon. hehheh... a good experience. =)

friends, so fast 3 weeks is over. next week i m going back to Kuching for Chinese New Year. hope to meet all of you then. XD

God bless you all with peace and happiness.

Hey

yo guys! how is everything lately? church good? youth enjoy? school fun? any difficulty?
=) me here very good. thanks to God i got delicious food every meal.. hheeheh..
this week we learn about how to open the door of worship and anointing. the speaker is very good at giving us all the points to let us understand better. =)
this week is i start to be the second keyboard to play strings. Wa! tell you o.. play piano in free worship really need more knowledge and the holy spirit to let it flow. hehhe.. i ve never played like this before.. and o.. most of the time, no chord, no score, only your mind. a very spontaneous worship. THIS i got to learn. XD
pray for me o.. let me worship with my heart, my soul, my spirit and my body.

all friends,
a new year, a new way to see
to hear
to learn
to communicate
to experience
to pray
to worship
to read your bible
to lay your life down for God again.

=)

Wa!!

friends! i can online le..hhahha.. very happy. =) me here very nice o.
the first time i m here i got Guo Fu as my guide from Pudujaya(bas station), KL to Melaka sentral(bas station). so nice.. he chat with me all the way, 2 hrs something. haha.. a friendly guys. ^^ something very sorry to him is that i don know that he s young and i call hin 'uncle'. hehe.. cause i only talk with him through phone, never saw him. so sorry.. now i know that i got to call a person as how they are introdoced.hehhe..

now i live in a new hostel. a lot of things haven t settle down, but thank god that here have WiFi. hhehe.. so i can use my friend s laptop to online.

i ve met dozen of friends, not to mention some of them are from Hong Kong, China and Los Angles. XD

this place is really blessed by God. We, as student of God, can enjoy God s presence and learn more about his words and ways. I m BLESSED. Thank you God, the one in Heaven.

i ll try to write and post often, friends.

pray for every thing, worry for nothing.

-lydia-